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Tormented Soul

March 1, 2007

Evoked emotions are scary. Especially the ones you are not familiar with, a feeling so foreign it's causing me torment.

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5 Centimeters per second
One more time, one more chance

 

I am having a bad case of Last Song Syndrome with the song above. It all started after I watched Byoukosu 5 Centimeter (5 Centimeter per second). It's a 3 part movie of the slice-of-life and romance genre. The song above entitled 「One more time, One more chance」by Masayoshi Yamazaki is more or less the movie's theme song and the message incorporated in the song just hits me. I can't wait for the other 2/3 of this movie.

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Tormented
why must I suffer?

Please, stop. A single word is enough to cause me anguish. Every word you say is rekindling a feeling, a feeling I tend to stay away from.

I envy people who are very open, an attribute I never had. I wish I can be like them, people who knows what they want, never confused, always assured

I am a coward. Yes. A patient observer who is satisfied with what he has been doing all this time - observing.

Please, stop.

I want to see you…

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