Epitome of Misunderstanding

I'm probably one of the most misunderstood person that I know of. Delving into my personality is like being lost in the Cretan Labyrinth, I'm just too difficulty of a person to understand. Delve too deep and you'll face the Minotaur.

Why am I saying this? Well I just realized that I'm living a multi-faceted life full of honesty, deceit and a lot of misunderstanding. Just look at how many colors I come in. First off, Pink… 

…the commited me as seen by my mom, my sisters and just about every woman living in our house (my aunts, grandmother–all of them!). Pink is the color of universal love. Pink is a quiet color. A pink carnation means "I will never forget you".  After the events of December which is quite memorable because of the rain, they seem to think that I'm in some sort of relationship with her. I sometimes go home very late and even return home the next day and they seem to think that I'm visiting her. Sure would be nice if that was the case. By the way, no answer as of yet and the real reason I go home late is because of RF Online; I can't really tell them that "Hey! I'm gonna play RF 'til the morning so I'm not going home tonight!" Nope, it doesn't work for my family. So I just let them think that way of me however there is this sense of guilt inside of me; I feel like I'm using her as an excuse.

Next is, Yellow, the smart me as seen by my batchmates, college adviser as well as some of my professors in college. Yellow symbolizes wisdom. Yellow means joy and happiness. People of high intellect favor yellow. Yellow daffodils are a symbol of unrequited love. After transferring to Don Bosco as an irregular first year student, I bummed around a little during first sem (i.e. I sometimes am too lazy too attend my classes) and still managed to ace those heavily weighted subject as a Computer Science student. This led them to believe that I'm all intelligent like that without realizing that I already went through 2 years of college as an engineering student so those subjects are pretty much like a review for me so there's no surprise as to why I easily passed them. Speaking of yellow, those yellow daffodils sure suits me.

Gray, the first impression of me. Gray is the true neutral color. Its energy imparts void, emptiness, lack of movement, emotion, warmth and identifying characteristics. This is pretty much the first impression of me, a void….

(to be continued…)